Irritated

I'm trying to get my shit together and it doesn't help when I'm around others who don't have their shit together, especially when they don't even care to try. Kenny is a fucking loser and I am sorry that I ever invited him into my life. There is nothing that I can respect about him. He drives a dirty, crappy car with no rims. He's a pothead and dealer. He dresses very ghetto and he is conversationally and socially inept. He is also unattractive and has poor posture. He is tall and carries himself awkwardly. He has the worst haircut that is unflattering to his facial features. A long face and jaw, tiny snake eyes, a big protruding Jewish nose, a big Joker mouth and when he smiles his teeth could scare a child. He speaks in short, slow phrases to finally complete a sentence. He gets lost in thought and is self-absorbed and totally in his own world. I cannot tolerate listening to him talk because he doesn't make sense and he sounds stupid. I cannot stand his voice either because it's so low, muffled, nasal and he sounds so spacey and retarded. He is so clueless and he doesn't care that he is this way to others. I am embarrassed to be seen with him. I have run out of patience to deal with this person.  I do not feel secure at all about my involvement with him.  He does not have what it takes to be successful.  I find that all I want to do is pick on him, nag at him and bitch him out.  I want him out of my life.