down

Yeah...I'm feeling down today.  I don't know if it's because of all the weed that I've been smoking from last night, but I feel pretty let down by Bryan.

I don't think I like him or his personality as I communicate with him more.  He comes across as insincere and selfish.  I told him that he was inspiring and great and he offered to teach me for free.  But then he drags it on and gets flakey so I can't hold him accountable.  It's a favor he's doing for me but it puts me in a subservient position where I have to wait on him and the longer I wait, the less interested I am to hang out with him.  I didn't enjoy communicating with him when we met up last year.  He's serious, aloof and pretentious almost.

Words are all I have to judge you by when I'm getting to know a person.  I can easily forget a person's words and actions, but impressions stay with me for a long time and I rarely forget how a person made me feel.