I have had a few friendships dissolve over the years. Amy, Jenny, Cody and now Kris and Kenny. The first two I really don't care for. I was never comfortable around Amy. And Jenny was always a bitch who projected her insecurities onto others. She was a freeloader and she was weighing me down. She was a pain in the ass on our trip to Vegas. Jeff knew that too.
Cody....he is just an embarrassing goofball. I can't hang with him when he drinks. I can't be around him when he has a temper. It's a total turnoff and I don't have the tolerance to stick around for it. Still, I think I should wish him well for his soiree.
Kris...I don't think there is much I can do at this point except to just apologize for being critical and mean. And maybe explain why. I'm going through a transitory phase of trying to clean up and create a life for myself. I would appreciate it if you could be more encouraging and supportive. I don't have room for negative energy in my life. I will no longer try to push you to do anything, but I would like you to push me to succeed. That's what I need right now. People to push me in the right direction. Your energy drains me. I need light, optimism and positivity. It's a crucial because I'm depressed.
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