This was a stressful and long week for me. I had to be in the same room with Aaron (that's not even his real name) at school and then come home to a stinking place. What a HORRIBLE experience to endure.
Today I decided to leave my keys to Bernice's apartment and there he was with Sean in the living room. I said I was dropping off keys and he just said something to Sean in another language and ignored me. Douchebag. I fucking hate him. Why such a strong reaction? Because his actions make me feel like shit basically. That's his problem that he's an asshole.
I'm glad to be home. I will NEVER ever have to see that apartment or him again. Fuck the mean psycho.
Sigh....after giving it a thought...I know where my own anger and meanness comes from. It comes from a deep wound of being hurt and avoiding rejection and suffering low self-esteem.
I am going to Vegas with Jenny tomorrow. We are not on the best terms as of now. I am making somewhat of an attempt but if I feel like this trip doesn't patch up our friendship or it's not a good fit anymore, then at least I get it over with and get on with my own life. I'm just going to have a fun time and get a free ride and trip to Vegas. Jenny is more like a sister who got too close to comfort.
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