Cody

Does Cody still like me?  I know he's busy in school and it's been kinda established that I just want us to be friends.  I've been thinking about him though.  I'm not going to message him this weekend because he gave me a strange vibe.  After kindly refusing my invite, he "accidently" texted me late that night with the message meant for someone else.  That was awkward and felt intentional to me.  I don't have to do anything this week because I initiated the hangout.  It's his turn if he wants to hangout.  He said he was sorry that things didn't work out that weekend and that he missed me.

He's a dorky, caucasian, older Texan dude.  Smart, goofy, loving, but also nurturing and kind.  There was one moment when I looked at him and thought he had a nice face.  He's a huge electronica head.  I love that about him.  I also love that he's intelligent and worked in radio broadcasting as a producer for Clear Channel.  The downside is that he's on the heavy side and much older.  He may be good for me though.  I just don't know what I feel or what I want with him.  Cody Sekaly.  Uni Hsu.  My name is actually cute on print.  Sigh....  I really don't know what I want, but I'm tempted to give him a chance.  He turns 40 this year.  It just so happens that we went to school together.  It's just too random.....

I mean....shouldn't he be meeting women in their mid 30s......or other appropriate girls that he would date?  Shouldn't I be doing the same?  But there's no one and I'm not searching at the moment.