Striving for my best self

I don't know if I am projecting today because when I'm at the Music Center, the staff and people make me feel like a loser.  I can't stand the mainland Chinese guy there, I can't stand Aileen's nervous smiling face and yet unfriendliness.  I'm not making a point to initiate anymore discussion because she is not showing any interest in getting to know me or catching up.  It is rude and she has a problem.  Same with Sam Hooper.  He is just so darn forthcoming blunt.  Next time I am not talking at all or disclosing anything.  I may have to find another place to study at.  There I said it.   Those people suck.  I think I should just go to someone else.  He barely showed any interest in helping me progress.  If the second lesson doesn't go well then I'm going to quit.  FUCK THEM.

In other areas, I'm going to be consistent everyday with my goals.  

1) Wake up earlier

2) Go to gym and train with Russ 3x a week:  M W F

3) Go running with Janet once a week.  Take a dance class once a week.  T Th

4) Practice singing to JS (before noon then lunch)

5) Guitar practice

6) Keyboard practice

7) Stateboard & Nick Education

I went to Best Buy and bought an ipod nano and Bose IE2 ear phones to work out to.  The total came out to $254.60.  Boy, I don't even flinch nowadays with money.  Not sure that's a good thing.  Tomorrow, I've got my heart set on a Martin D-18.  Eeek!