What I am doing now

I went to the gym and had a 1-hour workout.  It was tiring because I later realized that it was my first day period.  Also, I was a little bothered because Russ does get involved with his clients interpersonally.  At the end of our session he introduced me to his other client who is a hair stylist.  She was not very friendly even though I introduced myself and told her how Russ mentioned that she is his most fit client.  She didn't even try to talk to me or anything.  She was dressed in regular clothes and it looked like they were about to have lunch together.  I dunno what the heck happened.  I saw her checking out my hair and I don't think she liked the way I comfortably interacted around Russell.  Whatever, that was weird.  I am not responding to any of Russell's texts anymore if it has nothing to do with scheduling or time conflicts.  I'm just going to concentrate on my workouts and focus.  Less clowning around because I don't think he's interested.  Maybe he likes white girls.  Who cares?  But next time he gives me a medicine ball I'll think of bashing it into his face, his client's face or Jenny the freeloader bitch.

At least I practiced singing to JS' tape lesson.

Then I signed up for my first guitar lesson with Sam Hooper.  Tomorrow I'll exercise, play keys (if I feel well) sing, and mess with the guitar.

Music purchases:

My $14 trial lesson
Otis Redding
Primal Scream

There is a goal to keep in mind.  Every exercise he gives you.  Remember it.  Don't make small talk with him anymore.  Just focus on form and fitness.  If he tries to joke around with you or talk just say you're trying to focus on the exercise.  Men... they are fucking weird.  First he texts me, for what reason I don't know and then sometimes he doesn't respond to my messages.  And then Cody, fucking weird.  Decides to back off on coming out, lies about having stuff to do, and then sends a message to me at 3am to make me jealous or I dunno what.  I don't trust men and I'm done with them.  How many sessions do I have left?  Basically, I'm just going to finish and then move to Miami and find a new trainer.  Or, I'll find a new trainer at LA Fitness, a female so there can be less distraction.  I'm looking for a personal trainer that is serious and where there is a good boundary of social interaction.  No physical contact.