Monday, January 24, 2011

Nothing real is ever ideal

Sigh.  I need love, affection and sex from an adoring and attractive partner.  I don't know if the right life circumstances will allow me to meet that person.  Maybe everything is random.  I don't know.

This is all horny talk, but I think Aaron would actually be a good lover.  But anything else would probably be a disaster.  I just fantasize about him. Maybe things are meant to be simpler but it's hard to live that way.  We all want more and more out of life. He finds a time during a day to touch me.  Today he patted my shoulders and put his arms around me.  Then when we headed home and I was driving, he lightly stroked my right leg (side of upper thigh and slightly below my ass) and asked me if I was ticklish.  What a god damn flirt.  Next time I will respond by pulling him toward me.  What could hurt if something happened between us?  We could always keep it a secret.  I think I am growing a crush on him.  Damn.  We are about to be roommates.

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