I think that lately I've been lame and hopeful for a guy that is not mature enough.
I drove him to Gardena so that he could get a pair of shears. He treated us to lunch but then that's it. No discussion in the car and no attention toward me. He's so obsessed with his shears that nothing else could distract or take his mind off it. It's really annoying and selfish of him. It's a result of him being privileged and being spoiled. This happens to so many Asian men. I can't expect anything of him. He may be so immature and shy and unwilling to make a move.
What I'm going to do now is withdraw from offering any favors to him. I want to see what he would do for me. He is a boy and I have to be understanding of his mentally immature age. It's so pathetic that I'm even finding reasons to like him. I am that lonely and pathetic. Sigh. I need to get out and meet more men.
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