I figured it out. I want it to be purely platonic in the romantic sense, but to have a close friendship of understanding and mutual respect and love.
He is truly a child and has a mood disorder. He can be manic and be a compulsive spender and get giddy and happy about things. And then he has these intense, mean reactions to other things where he can suddenly become depressed, irritable or just unpleasant. It affects me and it reminds me of Fung when she was younger.
There is no need to feel anxious at home. Just do your own thing and not get affected by him. Don't take his reactions personally at all. But still be a kind friend and point out his wrong doings tactfully. Now that I know that I have no romantic feelings for him, please take your sexual frustrations out on another guy or start looking for one. Or... just focus on yourself and getting your license and the most of hair for the next 4 weeks. Just don't go out for the time being.
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