Immerse

I want to immerse myself with music and books.  In a way I am quite like my maternal grandpa.  I like meeting people because I get to learn about them and wrap my head around new concepts, thoughts and ways of living. 

My short term crush (after all the straight guys at school) right now is Eric.  I don't even have his last name because we've only spoken a few times.  He invited me to go have a drink with him and his classmates.  Plus he asked me in advance too.  It was not a spur of the moment thing on the same day.  Sigh.  I really didn't pay him much attention at all.  Not even during the time that I was at school.  I was actually being comfortable with myself and not giving a shit about Aaron.  But I started thinking about him later this weekend when I had nothing else to do.  I had time to reflect and get an impression of him.

I find it incredibly sexy that he cooks and is a huge lover of post-punk music.  He is a gentleman.  He likes Otis Redding, Cornelius, Depeche Mode, and he told me about the music festival Lightning in a Bottle. 

Anyways, fuck Aaron.  I am going to be more productive and not smoke again.