Do I have a spiritual discipline? Do I need one? I was just listening to Depeche Mode. I like and admire Lydia and Eric. They are good people with depth. They have artistic souls and a real passion for beauty and truth. I want to be friends with them. It feels great when people you admire also want to get to know you. It's like you have some cosmic energy that pulls you together. They seem to know what they want, they are opinionated and really know what makes the real "stuff" of life.
In a way, I really want to get to know and hang with them, but at the same time I'm also a bit scared. What if they don't like me or I'm not interesting enough? If they happen to be kind and good people, for what reason would they have to think you are uncool or dislike you IF you have done nothing wrong or nothing intentionally. Think about it. You have a good and valid reason to ask to hang with them. Eric and Lydia, each of them has already invited you out!! Not one on one....but you should say something. Get to Lydia first. Find out when we are going to hang or make the first move. Maybe invite her out with Jenny since she is in DTLA!! Besides, Jenny will do anything I want to do! =) Hahahah. Okay, sounds like a plan!!
So here's the plan:
Saturday - pack for the weekend, shower and get ready!! Get some weed from Kenny! Hang with Jenny and invite Lydia
Sun- brunch with Emma, maybe go to Arcadia
Mon- hang with Kris
I'm stoked for such silly reasons. Am I getting overexcited? I can't help it. I've dreamed of having the most amazing relationships with the right people and the right people seem to just ALIGN with me at the moment. They are both undefined and have potential for something positive. They are both light acquaintances that I want to get to know them. One potential female friendship and one potential male friendship. But since I admire and respect one of the opposite sex things get a little bit complicated. I think Eric is a sensitive guy. There is something about him....
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