So I'm back in Santa Monica from two nights of drinking in DTLA =/ That's what life is like when you have a friend like Jenny. Hahah. But that's alright, as long as I have her as my friend my social life will not dwindle. So last night we went to Bottega Louie for dinner followed by Library Bar to Far Bar to Max Karoake. Lol. I passed out on on Jenny's bed and snored like a man while all her buddies just laughed at me and drew on my face!!
Today was our recovery day. Jenny made me kimchi tofu soup before bedtime followed by oatmeal in the morning. She really is like my wifey. I'm lucky to have her around. We act like old friends and it's endearing when our other friends see us together. She's not an easy person to be around. But it can be worth the friendship to put up with it because then you have a friend for life.
Anyhow, we went back to Bottega Louie for their Modena and Mache salad. We found parking right in front of it in the rain! Awesome. That place is always filled and happening. Then we went to Urth Cafe and I ordered my green tea latte. After that we went to the Korean supermarket. I got Shiseido Tsubaki shampoo and conditioner, oranges, seawood, kimchi and yakult.
My life is seriously happening right now. The present moment with the seconds going by. The seconds that roll by are like a video camera archiving/documenting our lives, but our life can only be played once. The "moment-ness" is a very awesome concept. It is essentially our life and what we tackle each day of its moments, glory and sadness. Our routine is what dulls our very own existence. Does anyone think of their life this way? Am I fortunate to afford this kind of thinking? The fortunate ones may see this but yet a lot never do. My own strength is my intuition, awareness and realization of things. I see what is happening and I seek mostly truth and beauty and meaning in my life. I love beauty, art and music. I am especially interested in how all this ties in to the human condition. People interest me and they in turn give me a reflection of what I see in myself. I feel that these are things that make my life beautiful. I only want to fill my life with this. There is an overabundance of it and it is my desire to seek it's riches and live fully the way I see fit.
Reflection is a wonderful thing. I like to reflect. I have a desire to liberate myself. I want to be liberated and anxiety free. Does anxiety have a role in shaping our very lives? I think very much so. Is a good dosage of it necessary for us to keep on? Is it a stressor that fuels us? Well I learned about Eu-stress and Distress.
Psychology, the mind and body connection.
Music, American roots, the new, the old, throw in some experimental and style
SINGing.... this is amazing when someone can touch you. Like they are your friend and they are saying something truly meaningful to help all of us. They are the voices that sing for us. I need to sing for others. Maybe there are others that can be reached for a moment. After all, the seconds that we don't speak....the seconds we use to breathe, listen and ponder are just as much of the stuff that make up life.
I want to sing and meet more people. People I like and hopefully fewer people that I dislike! =)
Fashion, minimalist, sensual, non-comformist, a little edgy rock-hippie attitude, and reinventing the self
Hair, make others look awesome and understand as much as I can about hair to create a total look for others. Make them sexier and make them look better! Because makeovers are tha BOMB. Plus, essentially all the small things are what make up the big important things...the stuff of life. I think a smart, successful guy can understand this especially if he is the one making the money and success but not by means of creativity but by the fundamental and necessary skill to survive and make money. After all, survival is what everyone is after first. When you are fortunate enough to go beyond survival mode, then you have the luxury to advance human thought in stages where you become abstract, conceptual and philosophical.
People and their differences - culture, sociology, history, life stories.
Figure out myself. I think I have a point of view as an artist. I have my own take of life and I want to say something and express my emotional vulnerability, strength through song and through my emotional spirit that is uniquely. I choose voice as the artistic medium. But I want my sound to be a beautiful and great one that is sincere, honest, soulful, sensual and has a rock attitude and sensitivity that is subtle and can be loud as well. I want to find out the artist that I am. That is what I want. I'm going to work hard for this.
I think that anything art related I pursue will be the fabric of life for me. The process and the search are the pieces that will uniquely make me who I am. The experiences and the desire to search for meaning in everything requires not just someone great and smart....it requires a beautiful, compassionate soul and a beautiful personality. I'm going to step up. My new career will take me to more places that I've ever imagined. I think this new path may be interesting. I love my new optimism. I love that it is year 2011.
The world is alive and I need to feel my part in it.
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